2:30 am...nothing useful

I am one of those people who feels that in life, you only take with you a few friends that stick with you through and through. In this past year I lost one job and found another and I seem to run into the same thing over and over. Originally I couldn't hang with my friend co-workers because I wasn't 21 y/o. When I did become legal, it didn't seem to phase those who called me friend. One person, who I thought I connected with really well, ended up moving away right after I got fired from my last job. Now that she lives in another city and is in a relationship, almost all communication has stopped. Others who talked about doing things with me in the future simply didn't contact me even after I tried communicating with them. Now that I am at my new job, I've made friends and have gotten to know some really strong and fun women, but as narcissistic of me to think that I'm just as fun, awesome and experienced as these women, I feel that the age gap is what is dragging me down. They talk about their kids and divorces and foreclosures and bankruptcy and I just don't know what to say. The divorce thing is a touchy subject, being a child of a bad one, but I still have some social insight as to how to handle a bad situation and see the light at the end. I just wish I was thought of more often I guess. Even my best friend I feel rarely thinks of me. I think of her all the time but I'm just to wrapped up in this paranoid feeling that I am butting into other peoples' lives. I just don't know what to do. I guess sitting and playing Halo with the bf can only stimulate me so far.